So we all get busy and this just seemed to fall behined since I was starting to improve mentaly I no longer need to spill all my deep thoughts on to this journal. Though to some extent I think I have missed it, missed hearing other peoples thoughts, ideas and comments on what comes out of my brain (hopefully i didn't spell the name) and when I came to look I saw that I had quite a few page fews. Numerous more than my boyfriend who also has one of the sites and neither of us has really posted anything in so long. My point being just curious as to those of you out there browsing this site leave a shout out here or leave a message on any of the journals you wish to comment on I really do love feedback even critical. Moving on how about an update....
I am moving out soon and closer to my best friend and love of life, mi esposso (sorry I know the pronunciation not the spelling). And my best two buds have their own place now yay party!! lol ! just kidding guys... you know I'm really not in to that sorta thing *shrug*. Oh and my new roommate has been awesome already open and pretty understanding to the fact I have a past like us all mine just is a little tramatic and has been way harder to deal with then I would wish on anyone including any enmies (if I actually had any). I can't wait till the day I have the strength to go back through my writtings (I wish I had done more and started earlier) and ponder all that I went through and how much my God, my family and my friends did and scarifced for me. You all are so amazing and you know I could hardly repay the kindness y'all have shown me, for with out it I would be truly lost to this day and likely forever. I hope someday in the future I am able to share my story in a simple and easy to understand format to impact people's lives. Thousands and Thousands of hours I could spend to "this work" and it would all be worth it if just one life benefited from it. I wish I knew if anyone was impacted by what I said (well more my aunt did through my writting and her add-ins) about this time last year. I was unable to go back to visit that camp this year due to a few things. I was curious as to what people's general reaction to me was going to be, oh well guess I'll never know. It is probably better this way, things typically happen for a reason (whether we discover that reason or not).
TheShort1
P.S.
Is it better to love and suffer a broken heart, than to never love at all? I believe it is better to love though I know it never feels that way durring the sorrow of a broken heart. Yet, we all know what doesn't kill does make you stronger. Though I believe somethings that remain are like achielles hills (our one(or few) weakness open to be used against us at any point) till we recognize it and embrace it as a equal part of our body just like an eye or an ear. The body can not be whole with out each individual part playing it's role.

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